I haven’t been here in a long time.

Ive been soo sad. So hurt. So mad at myself. I feel like I’m in the most consistently dark place I’ve ever been in. I’m ruining my life. I’ve never thought about dying so much.

I finally found love. Don’t think it’s for me. I can’t handle it. I’m too broken. I need too much.

I want to disappear. But at all the same I just want the means to wander. I’ll be sad but I can be sad and in awe of the world.

1️⃣4️⃣ days ‘til I’m in the land of sun, sand, sea and some of the best friends a gal can have.
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PS. Don’t tell aunt Dene I’m comin’ (at The Bahamas)

ice in north carolina (at Blue Ridge Mountains)

wide open (at Colorado)

desert wanderin’ (at Arches Nation Park Moab UT)

Oregon Coast (at Yachats Coastline)

car camping sunsets (at Nevada)

missing the open road & wandering (at New Mexico)